I’m not even sure who I let my self become. I’m the girl I always tried to stay away from being, I’ve never thought I stay around for someone who treats me like he knows I’m not going anywhere, I mean I’ve been back after 2 stupid chances that were messed up. I love this boy and I never thought he’d mean so much to me but now look at me. I just can’t find my self respect.. I just want those cute moments forever. I want to be the one he wants to be w 24/7 like i do. I want the little things, waking up to cute text messages after my nap bc I feel loved. I want you to mention me or show me off on your social networks just bc it’s cute af. I want to stay up all night on the phone talking to you about the most pointless stuff, I want you to bring me up to your family like I do bc my family likes you and I love it. I want nothing more than your love.. I’m trying to stick through all the bad ugly fights for you. I wish you could see all I’ve become or done for you.. That’s all.